Can't wait!

I don't think I've ever been more excited for a movie, ever! and the soundtrack sounds epic!

Heaven

yep...there it is...pretty sweet if i don't say so myself.

Better than google...

http://www.hoongle.com

it's exactly like Google, but for every search you do, they donate 20 grains of rice to malnourished children.

use it. save the world.

on another note...I have 3 more classes left and then it's SPRING BREAK!
My plans for the break...
Painting, painting, painting...(3 paintings, one mural at the Gafner home, and 8-10 10ft. houses for Wes' show at the Cascade)
San Francisco with my dear friend Lori, not plans just walking and looking at beautiful places and people.

So good.

my mind is full...

I keep saying this. If you look at my real journal...it's how every page begins...

and even though life is crazy, it's so good at the same time. Although I know I'm in a storm, I know God is constant and ALWAYS good. Although I fear man, I know it's pointless. Although my mind is full, I know I can focus my thoughts and give it all to Him. I know this all to be true, but it doesn't make it any easier.

My mind is full. And the hardest part, it's stuff I can't talk about, because it all involves other people and me. It's not only my problem, I think if it was only my problem it would be a whole lot lighter of a load.


I need grace. I need to embrace the grace that has been offered to me.

Gahh!

But I want to make it clear, I am okay, I'm great. God is good and faithful and good!

and here's a cool artist i found... Lawrence Yang

the automachine

just realized my link didn't work in yesterday's blog...

http://www.zanorg.com/prodperso/automachine.htm

awesome website...

just stumbled upon this...and i'm laying down some mad beats.

THE AUTOMACHINE

the rain returned.

and although i miss the sunshine, i know it shall return.

this is the calm after the storm. this week is going to be so less busy...haha...only one presentation.

then spring break (relaxation, riding my bike, building/painting some houses, going to SF for a day, and i'm sure hanging out with wonderful people)!

then it's 3 weeks till finals. weird. a 4 month summer.

i need to get ready for church and do some homework.


listening to: sunbears!

Tests

I have had a test every single week since the beginning of February.

I just finished my last one 10 minutes ago and now I don't have one till April 4th! Whoop!

Spring Break: 8 days away!

Can't wait!!!
Above is some pretty sweet art I stumbledupon: Andre Petterson

I'm weak

I gave up on lent. Well not really...I still plan on practicing it with my morning cup of coffee. The Lord has taught me/showed me so much these past few weeks. He has shared dreams, visions, and place people on my heart. I have been able to focus on him through prayer and crazy things are happening.

But stuff has been tough. I'm so busy...I have had a test every single week for the past month, Erase the Dark, and life in general; I am worn out. This morning I hit a low. I was running on 5 hours of sleep, sitting in my 8 o'clock old testament class. I had a little convo with God and told him I couldn't do this fast on my own, and it was becoming a distraction...after that I marched up to my mom's office and poured myself a cup of joe! I will not be purchasing beverages still, or even drink anything else but already paid for coffee and water...and I will also follow some other practices of Lent, but I just could not do it by myself!

Other than that...Erase the Dark was amazing and I'm so glad it's over...I feel like I can get back to life now. Although I'm crazy stressed and busy, I'm so happy with life right now and I can't imagine it getting any better!

Love.